tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-293402932011-10-24T15:30:11.717+01:00KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.comBlogger4941100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-20343095814146003852011-10-24T15:26:00.001+01:002011-10-24T15:30:11.728+01:00

a very strange summer. shitty august, great october until yesterday exactly.oh well, see you next year my dear summer. maybe in another place.PS: SMASSSSSHINNNNGGGGGGGG!!! :)

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NOT HEALTHY AT ALL... AND I FEEL SO SORRY :/

KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-39925187621691079452011-10-12T12:21:00.003+01:002011-10-12T13:37:07.385+01:00

... smelling like summer.what is wrong in this? nothing at all. more than 30º C, sunny sky, stars falling in the night.The Smashing Pumpkins @ Campo Pequeno - 8th December 2011.I hope to be there. The ticket was bought and kept safe a few weeks ago. It looks like it will be a sold-out gig. Time to rock!So many guests this year. Probably I will forget someone but... 4 hungarian friends, 1 polish

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weekend... sick... nothing else. no news at all. anxiety growing. over and out.

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500 posts...hmmm what should I say?I got married! 11.06.11I think this was a nice 500th post ;)

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It's been a long time since I've been here.Hopefully, I will make my big comeback into the blogosphere next year.For now, I came here to post one of my Facebook posts:"Smoking is an addiction; it costs (it ain't free); it makes you smell; it makes you tired; it makes you miss a lot of things (like the taste and the smell of wonderful things).. and... for fuck's sake... SMOKING KILLS! I'm sure

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as promised... 2011... a year of big changes.here we go!!!

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And so life... with its ups and downs, is always giving us surprises!So many twists in such a few days. This blog is back. Santarém is still there. I was engaged to a gourmet waitress; now I'm engaged to a teacher. The love is still the same but maybe more and more and more. Who would know my life would be like this, hum?For it to exist, is peace really needed from both sides? Or as long as I

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Xavier Rudd @ Aula MagnaIt was nice :)

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me... posting a video of a guy making fun of Billy Corgan???!!!hehehe ok it is kinda funny :)

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Time takes care of the wound, so I can believe.You had so much to give, you thought I couldn't see...Wherever you are, I truly hope you are happy.

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KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-49100202658674608172010-09-16T13:43:00.002+01:002010-09-16T13:48:23.001+01:00

So after a few wonderful days and nights in beloved BUDAPEST, with some of the greatest people in the whole world... I came back to work fucking hard (around 3 weeks of stress, problems, ups/downs, twists, effort, sacrifice). All this justifies my absence here.Now a little peace... What will be next?I miss the fun... I feel like the August vacations were last year... I NEED MORE... but I cannot

KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-24474840369775277842010-08-08T23:25:00.003+01:002010-08-08T23:30:26.512+01:00

so here they are... finally in Portugal... but... in fucking Sudoeste Festival.Far away, Sunday night...Yes, I'm in Lisbon... watching their concert in livestream.It looks like it would not pass over the Barcelona concert. One of the best of my life in a strange period of it (the life).Anyway it was wonderful and a bit painful to see some of the songs but... I'm pretty sure they will come back.

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too quickly... specially on the weekends!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I need to go on holidays and get some real rest!!!

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Don't fall in love with me yetWe only recently metTrue I'm in love with you butyou might decide I'm a nutGive me a week or two togo absolutely cuckoothen, when you see your error,then, you can flee in terrorlike everybody else doesI only tell you this causeI'm easy to get rid ofbut not if you fall in loveKnow now that I'm on the makeand if you make a mistakemy heart will certainly breakI'll have

KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-28888568347379463602010-07-14T08:53:00.001+01:002010-07-14T08:55:19.979+01:00

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An old dream... and old dream came true.So we've moved out from the old house. Too small, too noisy, too "past-related", too dark sometimes...So now... where did we go? I've fulfilled an old dream with this change.Who am I now? "you've changed, man" - lots of people have been telling me for the last 7 months.So... a few words about ME:- happily in love- calmer- living in a wonderful duplex-

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After 13... 23... 27...the next "favourite number" is 33.So, see you in 5 years everyone...PS: Happy Birthday, Karl :)

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I really need this new small/normal weekend.Last weekend:- "Close your eyes"- Surprise- Mértola- Old/New friends- Drinking- Unknown Traditions- Delicious Lunch- Pulo do Lobo- Beja- Pousada de Portugal- Amazing room- Clean sheets- Funny moments- Walking- McDonalds- Évora- Chinese food- Walking- Lisbon- Pizza Hut- Home...Wednesday, Thursday, Friday.. work, football, celebration, work, work, plans,

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I'm still alive.I'm still happy.My life has changed. I fucked up.This made me change.I feel better now!I am trying and changing.I am smiling.Be happy for me.Try try try.My life is different now.and I miss you...

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Does this blog still make any sense? ;)

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Hello, 2010!!!This was probably the most intense year of my life, with lots of ups and lots of downs!I wish I could take the time to explain everything but... it would always be "too much information" for some people and I would not like upset anyone.PS: I had already said that this would be a year of change and it definitely was. But with a new year, comes also a new life! And 2010 will also be

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...is THE day!Perfect...

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As I usually do... I give you my favourite Christmas song!

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one hand of days to complete my body and my soul.one hand to hold... for all eternity...

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...and everything will make sense!Do I deserve to be happy? I think I do.

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since my last post...I am back! Back from the dead! And feeling more alive and happier than ever!To celebrate, here is a song:PS: Never Forget! NEVER GIVE UP :)

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My best was not enough, the right decision was not your decision... Maybe one day, I will see you on the other side. Maybe one day, I will be missed.To all my friends and family, have a Merry Christmas and a wonderful life.Never forget...

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you're an empty promise, you're an easy chairyou're the gods forces struck down somewhereyou're a secret noticed, you're a mystery skyyou're a wish floated up to the nightmedellia of my eyes, you're the emptiness of iyou're the reason that i writeand if you say you will. i will love you stilland if i could, i'd throw away this worldi'd dress you all in pearlsi'd give you what you wantedyou're all

KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-10930400727282011702009-12-05T13:05:00.002Z2009-12-05T14:16:18.269Z

you are so cute when you are jealous and you get angry for no reason :)

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Little steps...

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Another countdown...I miss your smell and I am so fucking scared.

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great movie!!!

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One, two, three, four -Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful faceDo You Realize - we're floating in space -Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cryDo You Realize - that everyone you know someday will dieAnd instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them knowYou realize that life goes fastIt's hard to make the good things lastYou realize the sun don'-go downIt's just an

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and also.... THIS!!!!!!!!!!After what happened to me (I got physically hurt last weekend; I might explain it later), I hope I don't get hurt this time. I cannot die now :)

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hmmmmmmmmmm..

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KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-36568035988319640112009-11-15T07:27:00.001Z2009-11-15T07:27:00.258Z

I don't know what to feel...Only one week before my trip, my world got upside down and I heard things I never thought I would hear.After 15 weeks, I was taken by surprise. Maybe I was a fool, maybe too naive, maybe too stupid... but I am aware that I dreamt too high and raised my expectations. I did it for her, I did all this for her. A million sacrifices. All for her. But... I was the one that

KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-82203456354818989322009-11-15T06:19:00.000Z2009-11-15T06:19:00.721Z

Ok, I must wake up in 1 or 2 minutes :)So... maybe this is the word that made us fall in love with each other... the word, the song, the band, I don't know... I just think this will look great as my last video here... PIGGY!The end is also the beginning... Szeretlek! Para sempre!

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"The mystery of Love is greater than the mystery of Death"Oscar WildeAnd for the first timeI'm telling you how much I need and bleed forYour every move and waking sound.In my timeI'll wrap my wire around your heart and your mindYou're mine forever now!Complete Lyrics Here!

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I love it when a certain song really expresses what I feel. It saves me a lot of trouble to try and find the right words. So these are the words I want to express right now!This is all I want from you:The beautiful (complete) Lyrics are HERE [click]Hmmmm is it too much to ask you? ;)

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That pencil smell,reminds me of school.The clock on the wall I can no longer fool.Time to get in my car. Been so dull, tired and tight.Time to trust these old tires. Time to not say goodnight.Jesus rides with me. His will is plain to feel.Come on, you can be. Got yourself to steal.He's everywhere, sends me straight across the plain.He's in your hair, he'll forgive me my pain.You're my girl, don't

KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-12864660979410006662009-11-14T10:14:00.001Z2009-11-14T10:14:51.577Z

this is too unreal right now... here is another song you should know:I'm in love with youAnd it's crushing my heartAll I want is youTo take me into your armsWhen love and death embraceI love youAnd you're crushing my heartI need youPlease take me into your armsWhen love and death embrace...These lyrics are enough to express what I feel... so please... let's just enjoy the little time we have.

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would you trade me for more of yourself.when it's silent?try not to give too much.so you won't grow tired.and i knew you. the good and the bad.the days i recall being wonderful.and i lost you. because i held it back.please tell me that everything will work out fine.pictures taken fast. the proof that i've known you.in albums stuck to bleach. but memories they'll keep.if this is the last dance...

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and I have to believe it :)Wake up my loveToday I heard some bad newsJust what are we all supposed to do?I won't let them get to youI don't want to go out on my own anymoreI cant face the night like I used to beforeTake my well worn handLet's lock ourselves awayWe'll never, ever step outsideWe'll curl up in a ball and hideI don't want to go out on my own anymoreI cant face the night like I used

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Fuck! this started around 60! And now... only 2!So much happened during this time but I feel everything started just a few days ago. Looking back I see that time flew but at the present moment, I feel the hours go by so slowly. Ironic, I know!After all this time, what is left to say? I've given my best, there is nothing else to say in here, nothing else to do in here... I am almost on my way! Can

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The story of a vampire that falls in love with an human...Anyway, I prefer this song right now; you don't know it so I hope you like it:On my heart I'll bear the shameNo prayer can ease the painNo one will love youNo one will love you the way I doNo one will love youLove you like I doAnd there's no escapeJust countless mistakesNo one will love youNo one will love you the way I doNo one will love

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15 weeks and 6 days ago, I was in Budapest watching these guys concert at SYMA (the video shows the first 10 minutes of that concert). fuck, what a wonderful memory! and maybe this concert even helped me to change my life! Destiny is ALWAYS working... it will not rest until it finishes the job!-----------------------------------“I seldom end up where I wanted to go, but almost always end up where

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1, 2, 3... waiting...EDIT: I had written a very big text here but I deleted it because... It was too long and I'm still waiting...Julie Delpy - An Ocean ApartNow we are together, sitting outside in the sunshineBut soon we'll be apart and soon it'll be night at noonNow things are fine, the clouds are far away up in the skyBut soon I'll be on a plane and soon you'll feel the cold rainYou promised

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“Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul" [Psalm 143:8; the Bible]Threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back,A name in your recollection down among the millions there:Difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed,And passed overBut I look right through see you naked but oblivious

KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-7502338295620412752009-11-10T15:46:00.004Z2009-11-10T15:52:08.718Z

Help, I have done it againI have been here many times beforeHurt myself again todayAnd, the worst part is there's no one else to blame.Be my friendHold me, wrap me upUnfold meI am smallI'm needyWarm me upAnd breathe me.Ouch I have lost myself againLost myself and I am nowhere to be found,Yeah I think that I might breakI've lost myself again and I feel unsafe...

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"Trust in the Lord with all your heart; and don't lean on your own understanding. In all things acknowledge him, and he shall direct your way." [Proverbs 3:5, 6]Last night, I dreamt about you...I think it was the "closest to reality" dream that I had related to you.All I can remember right now is you... sitting on a chair, waiting for your turn at a male hairdresser (in the dream, as soon as I

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“Love is patient; love is kindand envies no one.Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;never selfish, not quick to take offense.There is nothing love cannot face;there is no limit to its faith,its hope, and endurance.In a word, there are three thingsthat last forever: faith, hope, and love;but the greatest of them all is love.”from the...BIBLE!you know me... "Do you really think you can

KaRLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00367809757658855496noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29340293.post-87816618921411904002009-11-08T11:32:00.002Z2009-11-08T11:40:05.509Z

one more week... this feels so fucking crazy!!!I still remember when this countdown started at 60! now... only 7... one more week to finally get my peace of mind.YES, MY FRIENDS... VACATIONS!!! This warrior needs to rest... This movie is on tv right now so... now I look at this movie with different eyes so... Here is something sweet for all of you out there. The ones who know how to love... the

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Eight...I wish I was not alone today but... I think I will be.No one will forget me but it's sad that no one remembers me on a day like today...Today I went to sell some stuff to the Flea Market (Feira da Ladra).Hmmm I was there a little bit over 2 hours because the inspectors came and sent me away (I don't have a license). But I managed to sell really shitty stuff and got 12 euros. Not bad. It

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post #444!well... This song makes me feel HOPE... and more than ever, I hope that everything will be ok... So I dedicate this song to your smile, which is the thing that gives me more hope... I believe! I have faith... everytime I make you smile...'I think it's dark and it looks like rain'You said'And the wind is blowing like it's the end of the world'You said'And it's so coldIt's like the cold

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So, this is the final countdown... only ten more days to... decide my future...Should I be nervous? Maybe... but I really know what I want and I will try my best to get it! If I fail... at least I've fucking tried. But... I will not fail. I cannot fail... I reallly need this.... AHHHHH :)Ok, here is a song to calm down!;) TEN more DAYS... one monthly report... 7 working days... 3 non-working days

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18... Enough is enough.17... Welcome back.16... I missed you... and you... and you...15... Winter is almost here.14... I know where I'm going now.13... You make me real.12... I'm sorry.11... Hard working week ahead... I LOVE IT!

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I'm too cold to be alone this winter, I'm too old to be alone.I just want to hold you this winter, I know you get so cold.I just want to call you this winter. Where are you tonight?Why aren't you here? You should be looking after me this winter, I sure as hell can't.Behind everything I do stares the cold truth I don't have you.I still love you, I must be the world's biggest fool.Everyday I wish

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For the last month (1 or 2, I'm not sure), I've been listening to this band. I've already talked about them lots of times here but they have been "one" of my best friends for the last days...I really want to see them live at Santiago Alquimista on the 12th December 2009.PS1: I think I am missing too many people... what the fuck is my problem anyway?

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You want to drink my soul'Till your heart is fullWhat happens when it's full and it splashes?You've built all these rooftopsAnd painted them all in blueIf all this set just burns up will you paint the ashes?Do you really want to see?Because I'll let you inWith meYou shiver when the wind blowsThrough doors that lost their keysThere's too little to rescue, too little to hang on toI thought that

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Happy Birthday...

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21=3 weeks3 months behind... 3 weeks ahead...PS: another weekend...

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one of the best LYRICS I've seen lately.... and they really express what I'm feeling (hmmm maybe the last part doesn't)...Don't know if I'll make it through this winter without you by my sideI waited for you so long while I traveled far and wideConvinced myself there's no one better, so how can I denyYour love, it's like a thorn into my sideMy friends they understand me better but don't whisper

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My favourite number!!!What to say on a day like this? Life can't always smile to me... But I really must find the strength inside me to fight this terrible week. Everything will be fine, I know this because I fucking deserve it:)Karl = 2323 = KarlHave a nice weekend, everyone. I really love you all! And I must say that I fucking need you in my life!

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I'm halfway between useless and potentialI'm all the way travelled from hopeThere's no one leading me down this roadAll the wrong turns have been my ownDid you know that I'm telepathetic? When I walk in the room, I knowAll eyes turn towards me, everyone wants me to goI'm only happy when I'm sad and my good times are all badAnd my best years have all left me along with youWhen I'm up, I'm still

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I was not expecting it... but it came to me in the form of an SMS... I just could not believe in it... And part of me still doesn't! a big part of me!Coincidences... too many of them. I just wish I was "feelings proof".I am anxious for the weekend to arrive. Rain is falling but I am sure I will find something nice to do. For now, I have the "Draft Submission" thing to finish.I wish my state of

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Yesterday, I ate one of the best soups ever!!! Well, I just wanted to thank you for the nice dinner. Nice food, nice drink, nice company and nice music... (ermmmmmmm cof cof)...I am lucky to have friends like these... (I HOPE!!!)!PS: Penso em ti...

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one of my favourite numbers (next to 23, 13, 33)!I think tonight I will try new things. If so, I will let you know about this tomorrow, ok?For now, Karl is over and... out!

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It was nice to see my little brother again... and to play "SOLO" and... hmmmm let me explain.(beginning of the game):- ah ah ah you get eight cards!- ermmm but these rules are different!- this is not Uno. this is SOLO.- but this is the same thing.- pick the cards!!!- ok... but I will win anyway!OH WELL... you can all guess what happened ;)SOLO! @ one of the most beautiful places in my country!

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Ok, so now it feels closer...Anyway, like I've told my boss a few weeks ago, I was counting the "time" by working stuff.Examples:- "only two more reports and one draft submission"And now... "Only one more report and one draft submission".If everything goes well, after this next weeks ends, I will say "Uff... only one more report".PS: Friday was great, Saturday started great and now is pretty calm

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I know that time is flying, because I've started this countdown at 60 and now... I'm half way there!But I'm sure the next half will feel much longer... days will go by slowly... argh!So today it's Friday!!! I am counting the hours to leave work and go home.If everything works out, it's gonna be another pleasant weekend. Perhaps it will be another party weekend but I don't mind if it turns out to

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ONE MONTH!So last night, Portugal won!We only need to go through one more obstacle (a "play-off" game). If we win.. World Cup here we go!I tried hungarian pancakes! They are much different from the ones I had tried before (the "american style" ones). I cannot decide. I love them both!I've found that Biffy Clyro will be the opening-act for Muse's concert at the end of November. This is good

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So... this brazilian actress made fun of the portuguese (on a tv show).AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT?JeBus!!! I have more important things to be mad about ;)Relax, portuguese people. Just relax!

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with this number... I could only do this:

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Another week begins.Other plans show up on the horizon. I've been trying... I've been (REALLY) trying. I smile... I do! Thank you for the nice words, really! I feel lucky to meet you all. But fuck you if you cannot appreciate how lucky you are for meeting me too!Cheers!

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ohhhh Sunday afternoon...what to do? what to do? :)LAZY MODE: On!

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PORTUGAL FUCKED HUNGARY!Hmmmmmmmmmm...sorry :P

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here we go... another weekend.I wish this weekend rocks!!!! hmm because this was a very hard-working week. I fucking deserve this!days run fast... I want them to run even faster but then... I would love to freeze time... forever.

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I slept 3 hours. maybe less.Today I will work around 18 or 20 hours... Let's see.I am not in good shape today but I will try my best!PS: It won't hurt... if it does, send me that pain and I will feel it for you.

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I will try my best not to get off track again...The train is on its way... and I am in it! This is my train so fuck you all who are trying to put rocks over the tracks in front of it.39... 39... 39... 39... 39...

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Nothing left to sayAnd all I've left to doIs run awayFrom youAnd she led me on, downWith secrets I can't keepClose your eyes and sleepDon't wait up for meHush now don't you speakTo meWrapped my hurt in youAnd took my shelter in that painThe opiate of blameIs your broken heart, your heartSo now I'm all by myselfAs I've always feltI'll betray my tearsTo anyone caught in our ruse of foolsOne last

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40393837363534333231302928272625242322212019181716151413121110987654321I really tried...

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this woman was elected the Sexiest Woman in the world.I've been a fan for a long time... and I really didn't want to share her :(

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This guy is coming to play in Lisbon, behind my place.I wish I had enough money to go to all the concerts these next months... but I will have to choose and this one will most likely be out of the list.... Stone by stoneI ended here all aloneAnd brick by brickI woke myself from happiness...

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arghhhh my head hurts...and the excel file keeps on getting bigger... wow!anyway... I think I should enjoy my holiday (tomorrow) resting...

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33... 22... 11... 00...Have a great (long) weekend, everyone!You, I am sorry!You, I am not sorry!

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45...Oh I need this weekend so fucking much. Perhaps it will be a lonely weekend but... I really need it!!! What a crazy week!

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I dream about changing my life... a real change... maybe the biggest change so far...fuck... I am thinking about another change now... soooo this makes it TWO BIG CHANGES..........wish me luck.

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And in the land of star crossed loversAnd barren hearted wanderersForever lost in forsaken missives and satan's pullWe seek the unseekable and we speak the unspeakableOur hopes dead gathering dust to dust In faith, in compassion, and in love...

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So here I am again and again and again...Another week begins.I should try to be quieter, cooler, and relax.Ups and downs... Money... fuck I must save some money now! I have to save for my vacations and maybe for some twists in my life...God... oh if there is a God, I know he likes to rock. I just wish he didn't spend so much time being drunk! Really!Kiss and kill me sweetly...PS: for now, I just

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Something must change...Something must happen...I cannot give up... not now... not ever!PS: PS!!!

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so... 50 is a very round number....TWO MONTHS is not 50 but... fuck it. someone will make sense of this sentence, I am sure.another saturday... another hangover... another great night!my fingers and my arms are bleeding so maybe... I dont know. hmmm If I fought against someone, please forgive me but I just dont remember!ohhhhh I fell!!!! Now I remember! :)

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51...Some days should have 48 hours... some days should have 12 hours...Imperfections of life!I wish you all a good weekend...

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Another week...So some of you probably remember that one year ago I worked more than 70 hours in 4 days, which gives an average of 18 hours a day! One of those days, I had to work for 24 hours (nonstop). Fuck yeah!This year, I've been doing the same work (something that must be done every year) but things went better because we started earlier. The stress was always here but I am so good with

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